Lyrics: Tjitchischtsiy (sudêk)

(Special thanks to Jonas Frankki for helping out so much with these lyrics!)

[Smoke Me] [Fishbowl] [Barlights] [BMW]
[Words Unsaid and Things Undone] [Switch] [The Ass I Am] [I Guess]
[Ladybird] [Ø] [Hickies I] [Hickies II] [Danskin]

Lyrics: Bird Fish or Inbetween

[Sonic Sorehead] [Simplicity] [Cello (Where You Were)] [Expensive] [The Girl on My Couch]
[T.N.C.Q.] [P.M. Satan] [Two Ton Tennis] [You Won!] [Shuffle] [Toxic] [Penny & Jenny]
[Fuckmonkey]

Smoke Me
I Smoke too much
I look so stupid
Inside my head
A wide open bleeding scar
Hey, come on
He says and takes my hand
You got to shape her
It's only you who can do it

Shut up, it's awful
If you want to come closer on me
Shut up, it's awful
If you really want to help me

Here beside me
Sits an orphan angel
She leans over and says
It's okay okay okay okay okay okay

Shut up, it's awful
If you want to come closer on me
Hold me and roll me
If you really want to help me
Shut up, it's awful
If you want to heal my soul
Hold me and roll me
If you really want to help me

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Fishbowl
And I float
in the fishbowl
My neighbours, they started to fight
A new day
with headache
I'm running but trees don't fall

A new day
And blisters
I'm depressed, I undress, I fall

Help me if I fail
I'll let you in, I'll let you win, now I fall
The shock gave me a
Help me
if I fail
I'll let you in, I'll let you win, now I fall
The shock gave me a cold

You want [??]
You feel like going to hell
You wanna sleep in his bed
And crush all the bones in his body
Depose me
Abuse me
Straightfaced you always will be

Help me
if I fail
I'll let you in, I'll let you win, now I fall
The shock gave me a
Help me
if I fail
I'll let you in, I'll let you win, now I fall
The shock gave me a cold

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Barlights
Here we are again in the barlight,
doing our best to get drunk
Try to act happy since we left home,
there's no worries

When will there be any close-ups or a bright side of yourself
It gets on my nerves

What have you done to hurt me,
I was supposed to love
You didn't care,
you wasn't here
you

I'm losing myself in the barlights,
the song takes care of the soul
In this place you fight

What have I done to hurt you,
you was supposed to love
You didn't care
you wasn't there
you

Come on and I can show you
My poisoned cruel heart
You will not see,
you don't do me
you
What have I done to hurt you,
you was supposed to love me
You didn't care,
you wasn't there
you

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BMW
On the car I find myself an early morning
Still alive
And so far my life feel like a million dollars
I wish me away

This is not what you see and what you think, no
I stand where I lie
Heaven knows if we all will live tomorrow
I'm full of doubts

If you showed us the horizons,
we'll be sorry
If you knew where we had come from,
he'd be worried

On the car, I woke up an early morning
with hope in sight
At least I tried to live my life as good as I can
I won't live
I won't live

If you showed us the horizons,
we'll be sorry
If you knew where we had come from,
he'd be worried

On the car
Slumber in
Full of doubts
This is
What you see
What you think
Doing it too
If I win
And so far
I will be
On the hill
In my

If you showed us the horizon,
we'll be sorry
If you knew where we had come from,
we'll be worried

If you showed us
We'll be sorry

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Words Unsaid and Things Undone
And she combs her eyebrows
And she shades her lips now
And she [??] to a shortness
Ladies have to wait
And he brushes his teeth now
Then he's changed underwear
He's afraid it'll be no fun
Loveable and drunk

Love, love, love, love
has no shame
Love, oh, is raping you again

Dressed and [??], made of snow
[??] enters his grove
Words unsaid and things undone
Have the best of times

Love, love, love, love
has no shame
Love, oh, is raping you again

Love, love, love, love
has no shame
Love, oh, is raping you again
Love, love, love, love
has no shame
Love, oh, is raping you.

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Switch
(instrumental)

The Ass I Am
Help me
Help me if I'm doing something wrong
If I've said something dumb to you
Save me
Save me 'cause you're the only one
Who can see me as the ass I am
Change me
Change me for I've put on too much weight,
I can't love if I can't stand myself

But if you're through with me,
I feel like going home
Then I am through with you
So long, so long

Waiting
Waiting for this hell to end..
What is longer than my patience?
Hating
I hate it when I hate myself too much
Do you see me if I hate myself?

But if you're through with me
I feel like going home
Then I am through with you
So long, so long

Don't you forget
But if you're through with me
I feel like going home
Well, I am through with you
Bye, bye, be gone

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I Guess
I guess I'm not okay
There's no fun in my backyard
Now I've begun to hate
Aching loneliness in [??]

And I need to blow my mind
And I need to touch someone
But in fifteen minutes I'll be gone

I guess I'm no fun
And my blame is there all dawn
I sit in a bunch of nails
'Cause I can't deal with masturbation

I guess I need to blow my mind
And I need to touch someone
But in fifteen minutes I'll be gone
And I need to feel something
And I need to be someone
But in fifteen minutes I'll be gone

And I need to blow my mind
And I need to touch someone
But in fifteen minutes I'll be gone
And I need to feel something
And I need to be someone
But in fifteen minutes I'll be gone

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Ladybird
I've been where the eagle flies,
roared his wings cross all them skies
Kissed the sun and touched the moon,
body left me much soon, his ladybird
He left his ladybird
Ladybird come on down,
I'll be waiting on the ground
Ladybird I'll treat you good,
oh ladybird I wish you would now, ladybird
Pretty ladybird

Lightning flashed cross the sky,
the night he taught me how to fly
Sun came up and then I found you,
see he laid his lady down, his ladybird
I'm his ladybird
Ladybird come on down,
I'll be waiting on the ground
Ladybird I'll treat you good,
oh ladybird I wish you would now, ladybird
Pretty ladybird

Winter is in my heart
in the times we're apart
Some will save you, some will kill
when you said "I love you" to my ladybird
Oh, I'm his ladybird
Oh, my ladybird
Yes, I'm his ladybird

Ladybird come on down,
I'll be waiting on the ground
Ladybird I'll treat you good,
ladybird I wish you would oh, ladybird
Oh, ladybird
Oh, ladybird
Oh, ladybird
I'm his ladybird
Oh, ladybird, ladybird
I'm your ladybird
ladybird
I'm your ladybird

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Ø
And you find it hard to stay,
though you have this undersea in the sky
Think of something different,
in the heart of your open mind
Yeah

And you find yourself empty and tired,
in the middle of a desert isle
So what are you going to do,
until fate catches up with you

Alone I'm all alone and it's silent now
Alone
I am all alone

And you find it hard to stay,
though you have this [??]
You ought to be in the seventh sky,
consequently asking why
Yeah

Alone
I'm all alone and it's silent now
Alone
I am all alone
Alone
Alone, oh
Alone
I am all alone

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Hickies I
(instrumental)

Hickies II
(instrumental)

Danskin
I see a fullblood danish man
Fuck me if you can
The sand
is running through my hand
To me it all looks very queer
The fact that he's not here
I'm scared
A lonesome fright
Strikes back again

Feels like rolling slade of death
is breathing down my neck
I feel it sweat, oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Some people never ask
right or wrong
Some people never ask themselves

I see a peevish standing man
with blood on his hands
The sand
is running through his hands
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Some people never ask
right or wrong
Some people never ask themselves
Some people never ask
if they're right or wrong
Some people never ask themselves

Don't be afraid
I cannot help
that you are madly after her
Please help ol' me,
don't wanna see,
don't wanna see
Yeah

Some people never ask
Some people never ask themselves
Some people never ask
Some people never ask themselves

I hate you now
I hate you more than ever

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Sonic Sorehead
a day becomes a year
I'm glad that I found you
I'll do anything for you
but I'm so jealous
I am so jealous
I am so jealous

and when I'm on the road
you go to different parties
you try to have some fun
I feel so stupid

have I missed some fun?
to whom were you talking?
I know my feelings are wrong
I feel so lonely

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Simplicity
I sneak into your room
and steal your favorite tie
cause I'm a jealous bitch
you don't want me in your way
but your name is mine anyhow -- anyway

I break into your house and sleep
between you and your wife
cause I'm a nervous wreck
I pinch you hard so
you can't fall asleep

WHAT I WANT? SOMETHING REAL
WHAT I NEED SIMPLICITY
I WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE TODAY
FIGURE ME -- DRESS ME UP
LOOK AT ME -- ALL MESSED UP
PLEASE COME BACK -- WAS LIFE TOO
SIMPLE HERE WITH ME?

you know when I am wrong
when I am being false
I'm your tiny paperdoll
if you touch me
I'll stop hurting you

ITCH ON YOUR SKIN
I WILL HAUNT YOU IN YOUR DREAMS
TIL YOU STOP DENYING ME
LOOK AT ME -- ALL DRESSED UP
FIGURE ME -- ALL MESSED UP
IS IT ME OR IS IT YOU,
YOURSELF YOU SEE?

hey look at me
I'm yours
figure me
I'm a doll
hey

figure me
dress me up
look at me

mess me up
wish me luck
carry me

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Cello (Where You Were)
I turned myself unto myself
and asked myself who you are
well, you made me
but what do I love
when I'm with you?

I WONDER WHERE YOUR TONGUE HAS BEEN
BEFORE YOU TASTED MINE
WHERE HAS YOUR TONGUE BEEN TONIGHT?
I'VE BEEN BAD AND I HAVE SINNED
BUT YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO . . .

I've done some grim things
I've done really bad things
but I'll never let you know
It's you that I love
in sleep when I'm awake
I won't think as long as you don't

two
three
FOUR!!!!

I WONDER WHERE YOUR LIPS HAVE BEEN
BEFORE YOU TASTED MINE
WHERE HAVE YOUR LIPS BEEN TONIGHT?
YOU'VE WRAPPED A RING AROUND MY NECK AND
YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO

do you think of me -- do you think of me?
do you think of me when you are in me?
I just want to know --
I think I ought to know
what you feel

do you turn on me -- do you turn on me?
do you turn on me
like I turn on you?
don't play tricks on me --
don't you lie to me
answer me

I WONDER WHERE YOUR TONGUE HAS BEEN
BEFORE YOU TASTED MINE
BUT YOU'LL NEVER LET ME KNOW
I'VE BEEN BAD AND I HAVE SINNED
BUT YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO

I WONDER WHERE YOUR LIPS HAVE BEEN
BEFORE YOU TASTED MINE
WHERE HAVE YOUR LIPS BEEN TONIGHT?
YOU'VE WRAPPED A RING AROUND MY NECK AND
YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO

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Expensive
we must hurry up
and make love before
our mother shows up
she'll get nuts on us

I've almost forgot
how it feels to be
in this room again
these walls are drowning me

BUT I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
OH YOU MAKE ME GLOW
YES I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
DO YOU KNOW THAT I WILL COST YOU?

here alone with you
worries fade away
I touch your precious face
chiseled out by my pain

both badly knocked about
in this room again
we have shut the coldness out
for a little while

BUT I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
OH YOU MAKE ME GLOW
YES I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WILL COST YOU?

let's tango let's dangle
and let them sleep
let's get lost let's defrost
come play with me!

YES I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
OH YOU MAKE ME GLOW
YES I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
DO YOU KNOW THAT I WILL COST YOU?

I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
DO YOU KNOW THAT I WILL FUCK YOU?
FUCK YOU!!
YEAH I'M FEELING SO EXPENSIVE
DO YOU KNOW THAT I WANT YOU?

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The Girl on My Couch
in my home and on my couch
lies a girl she's oh so dull
I've tried to ask her where she's from
she doesn't remember
no she doesn't care

she wears my clothes
and laughs at her own jokes
she writes silly poems in my palms

DRINKS MY WINE
AND SPITS ON MY FLOOR
CUTS HER TOENAILS IN MY BED
THOUGH I HATE HER
I HAVE TO CONFESS
I AM ENVIOUS
I AM JEALOUS

she loves to cry
to Ricki Lake
she orders pizza
and lets me pay
her topless lifestyle's
just too much
but without me
she just couldn't be

I'M HER BEST FRIEND
SHE ALWAYS SAYS
THOUGH SHE KEEPS FORGETTING
MY REAL NAME
I HATE HER
I MUST ADMIT
SHE IS SOMETHING I WISH I WERE

DRINKS MY WINE
AND SPITS ON MY FLOOR
CUTS HER TOENAILS IN MY BED
THOUGH I HATE HER
I HAVE TO CONFESS
I AM ENVIOUS
I AM JEALOUS

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T.N.C.Q.
I dream of chasing dogs
they all have your face
they are foaming with rage
they are tracking me insane

you've put the bad eye on me
with painted claws you kill
I too can cause you pain
it would be hard on you

YOUR SPARK IS GONE
AND YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME
YOUR BUTT'S FALLING DOWN
AND YOU PUNISH ME?

why do you compete?
I don't understand
you can never be like me
you're a parody
who taught you to be mean?
no, I don't wanna hear
you're the navel anyway
A TERROR NIGHTMARE CHAMPION QUEEN

YOUR SPARK IS GONE
AND YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME
YOU CARVE IN MY SOUL
YOU ARE A TRAGEDY
YOUR BUTT'S FALLING DOWN
AND YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
YOU ARE A TRAGEDY

I can be salty if I want
I will think of something
maybe I'll give you a little punch
maybe I'm having you for lunch

YOUR SPARK IS GONE
AND YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME
YOUR BUTT'S FALLING DOWN
AND YOU TAKE IT OUT ON ME?

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P.M. Satan
four seconds of complete silence

Two Ton Tennis
instrumental

You Won!
someone may want to get a hold on you
you're banging your head against the wall again
he's always one step ahead
who knows what he's planning next

DO DO!
WAH!
OH!

if you only could get away
somehow someway
is there anywhere that you could hide?
you've been looked after all your life

DO DO!
WAH!
OH OH!

I'm in the position where I've got
to put myself in
in the place of a crazy brain
if you're cunning I'm insane

DO DO!

SMASH ME!
SMASH IT!
YOU WON!
YOU WON!
YOU WON!

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Shuffle
I stand between the devil and
the deep blue sea
what do you want my lord?
I'm shaken I am stirred
hammer bangs in my head
I'm a prisoner in fetters
without a name

IF THERE'S A GOD SEND HIM BACK
COME ALLAH AND SAVE MY ASS

I stand between the devil and
the deep blue sea
what should we say my lord?
mistaken and unheard
now you're mindfucking me
whispering words
I've never heard

I'M THE BUTCHER
I'M THE LAMB
I DON'T NEED TO UNDERSTAND
I'LL GO WITH FAITH
IF IT GOES WITH ME
FISH BIRD OR INBETWEEN

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Toxic
and I'm cold assed too
going deeper
yes, I'm bold as you
growing weaker
I will do my best
to patronize you
I'll get low as you
going deeper

FALLING WITH THE COMING SNOW
THIS IS WHERE YOU LAND
LOWER THAN YOU'LL EVER GO
IN THIS TOXIC WONDERLAND

everytime I look
in the mirror
eyes reflecting you
for a reason
though it makes no sense
growing meaner
time to make amends
getting even

FALLING WITH THE COMING SNOW
THIS IS WHERE YOU END
SLOWER THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW
IN THIS TOXIC WONDERLAND

FALLING WITH THE COMING SNOW
THIS IS WHERE YOU END
SLOWER THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW
IN THIS TOXIC WONDERLAND

FALLING WITH THE COMING SNOW
THIS IS WHERE YOU END
SLOWER THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW
IN THIS TOXIC WONDERLAND

FALLING WITH THE COMING SNOW
THIS IS WHERE YOU END
LOWER THAN YOU'LL EVER GO
IN THIS TOXIC WONDERLAND

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Penny & Jenny
instrumental

Fuckmonkey
breathe in and breathe out
revenge?
fearsome plans
you stepped on my feelings now, stepped on my feelings now
the debts have been paid
and the war is out of date
you've stabbed my back
before my friend
stabbed my back before my friend

WHAT MAKES YOU MESS UP MY LIFE?

what is bothering you?
am I a nail in your mind?
this time you've gone too far
this time you've gone too far

DON'T TRUST YOU!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

love has been hateful to us
why lie to me?

the war in you is bothering me
I've never been an enemy
breathe in and breathe out
love is eating us
like you are eating me

you can save me
I can hold you
war is out of date
why lie to me?
why lie to me?
why lie to me?
I am hurt

don't trust you
you are a fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey
you are a fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey, fuckmonkey
fuckmonkey

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